To my friends and family
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90 DAYS TO BUILD KIRØN
I’m going to Thailand for 90 days to give myself something I haven’t had in years:
The time and space to create without interruption.
For the past several years, I’ve been quietly developing KIRØN, a new music and live project built around healing, transformation, connection, and the strange experience of becoming yourself again.
Now I’m ready to stop imagining what it could become and start building it.
WHY NOW?
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KIRØN was born during one of the most difficult periods of my life.
What started as music became something much larger: an entire world built around the things I was trying to understand in myself.
Abandonment. Identity. Loneliness. Shame. Love. Loss. Healing. Meaning.
And eventually, transformation.
There are songs. There are stories. There is a visual world. There is an ambitious live experience I want to build.
For a long time, most of it has existed in fragments.
I’m ready to bring those fragments together.
WHY THAILAND?
I realized I needed to change the equation.
Instead of trying to build KIRØN around bills, client projects, distractions, and the cost of living in the United States, I’m giving myself 90 days somewhere I can live differently.
I’m heading to Thailand.
For three months, my primary job will be to create.
Write the music.
Finish the records.
Build the visual world.
Develop the live experience.
Tell the story.
And document what happens when I finally give this project my full attention.
I'M NOT GOING ALONE
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I’ve asked my friend Porter to come with me.
He has been one of the people who has believed most deeply in KIRØN and what it could become.
I’ll remain the artist and creative director behind the project, while Porter helps me bring the world around it to life: visual development, design, photography, video, content, documentation, the website, and the hundreds of little pieces required to turn an idea into something tangible.
For 90 days, we’re building a tiny creative studio in Thailand.
And we’re going to see how much we can create.
COME INSIDE THE PROCESS
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I don’t want to disappear for three months and come back with a polished story about what happened.
I want to document it while it’s happening.
That’s what AK Access is becoming for these 90 days.
Members will get the version of this journey that doesn’t belong on social media:
• unfinished songs and demos
• studio sessions and works in progress
• visual experiments and KIRΦN world-building
• private videos and photographs from Thailand
• voice notes, journal entries and creative discoveries
• ideas that work
• ideas that absolutely do not work
• behind-the-scenes development of the live experience
• early looks at music, visuals and concepts before they become public
• the actual process of building KIRØN from the ground up
Think of it as a private field journal from inside the project.
HELP BUY ME 90 DAYS
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I’m asking the people who believe in me, my music, or what I’m trying to build to help make this experiment possible.
My goal is to build $3,000 per month in community support during the 90-day retreat.
That money helps pay for the time, housing, food, transportation, creative tools, production expenses, and basic life infrastructure that allow Porter and me to spend these three months building instead of constantly stopping to find the next job.
You don’t need to make a huge contribution.
A lot of people giving a little can create something enormous.
If 300 people contribute $11 a month, the goal is more than funded.
That’s the experiment.
And my trust-fall ask of you.
<3 ak
THE COCOON
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Three months to write.
Three months to build.
Three months to experiment.
Three months to document what happens.
Three months to see how far KIRØN can go when I stop waiting for the perfect circumstances and simply give it everything I have.
If you want to help make those 90 days possible, I’d love to have you with me.
IF YOU CAN'T SUPPORT FINANCIALLY
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You can still help by spreading the word.
Share KIRØN with someone who might connect with the music, the story, or what I’m trying to build.
Post about the project. Forward this page. Tell a friend. Send someone my way who might want to support the 90-day retreat.
Every introduction helps more people find KIRØN, and every person who discovers the project brings it one step closer to becoming real.
This is the beginning.
•KIRØN•